WorldToChina

      Two of my friends headed for Xi’an early in the morning to attend the course for postgraduate exam. They got on the bus when I was sleeping soundly. After the other roommate went out leaving me alone in the dorm, I continued my dreams till now.

      The campus is now so quiet and still that it is suitable for nothing but sleep. Apart from the busy-working construction machines, the entire campus is in stillness. It’s just like the stillness of the Tangquan Lake (a man-make lake on our campus), which lies deadly under the sun’s autocratic rulling. It’s rotten smell spreads in the air, so as the deadly stillness of the whole campus.

      The heat wave are poised to envade our dorm once the french shas opens. I locked the door and turned offf the light. The blue curtain dyed the whole dorm into a sea. And I am sleeping in a cornor of it. The fan on the ceiling is turning his bland big face around, looking rather inane. The sleeping mat underneath lies in total silence. She is protesting wordlessly against the sweaty body dwelling upon her.

      There’s not at all so called dictatorship in this 6-squar meter room. Every member has his own hardship. While I am only a refugee here, depending on all the surroundings to escape the torment of this summer day.

      The new semester has started for about 3 days. As it might be the last term in which I can securely stay on campus havin’ regular courses, I want to have a over all plan for this term, so as to make the best use of my limited time.

      I’m not goin’ to have the post graduate edcation, which means I will have to find a job from my senior year on. I don’t want to stay on campus any more. Maybe one day I will be regret for my giving up further education, but now I’m not interested about it at all. Many friends and teachers tried to persuade me to take the post graduation examination. They think I am a quick thinking student, and can easily get high marks in exams. But they are not clear about my feelings. I’m totally tired of study after stay at school for more than 19 years (since my kindergarden age).

      In order to get a job smoothly, I think I have to bend myself to the reality that certificates count in the personnel market. Thus I should take some exams to get those passports before I write my resume.

      In April, I will take the MS Office Test and the  English Contest For College Students. Hopefully those would add some credit to my value in my future boss’s eyes.

      After the final exam, I think it’s time for me to have a Japanese Level 4 Test. Some day in the future, I will take the Level 3. Then B4 graduation, we will take the TEM 8 exam to get a sound certificate for English majors.

      I think that will be enough. Or maybe, I will do something more in order to get a so called decent job. Actually, I’m not quite picky about my future career. I think decent job makes no difference in making you sick of listenning to others and deaf to yourself.

      From the moment I first watched Audrey Hepburn in Breakfast at Tiffany’s, I knew I’d found  what a real woman should be like.  I’d never seen such a radiant and poised woman. Her stylewas so simple, and yet so elegant! I was just a kid, who didn’t know what kind of woman or beauty I might become.

      Now, I am grown up and don’t turn out to look anything like Audrey. I am not thin.  I don’t have a style. I sometimes have mismatched clothes that don’t fit my body. My face is too plain to look a little like her.

      Just today, I still think her as the true beauty. I decide to read the Ugly Duckling by Hans Christian Andersen…

      We are going to have the philosophy exam this afternoon. And the following days will be full of exams and preparations for them. I’ve spent a lot of energy on memorizing the principles and terms. Hopefully I can pass the final.

      However, I’m not feeling very good right now. A lot of other subjects are to be reviewed and I was busy polishing my last British Literature paper. That’s really depressing. See how many things are there to be done: American History reciting, Japanese Vocab memorization, Advanced Reading revision and Literature summerization.

      All the stuffs are a big challenge for me. If I am tough enough, I think thing will be finished rather satisfactory. But, really, it’s easier said than done. After the final, I should have a good winter vocation~~~

    Yesterday, I attended the dancing club as usual. Woww… It’s really exciting! Cuz’ every body is doing much better than before. When we did the moves together, the feeling is just like we are professional dancing team! Hah!~ I really enjoy this game! This is much more exciting than have classes. And today we still have one class this afternoon.. I am expecting it~!