Feb.22
Tomorrow, I will get on the train heading for Xi’an. Gloomy I am now, writng my last post in Chengdu.
I went to meet some of my old friends today. One of them is studying in Shanghai presently. The prosperous city makes him a little bit different from us and himself three years ago. Undeniably, he is much more mature than before and his view sight is deeper, or say, realistic.
He said, the girls in his school put the criterial whether the man have house and car at the first place. He looked very depressed. When asked why. He talked his anxiety out. He is worrying about his future. He plans to continue with the post graduate study after graduation. He is worrying about how to get a job which is good enough to support him with a house and a car.
After parting with him, I feel depressed than ever. He is in a city more developed than mine. He is in a school more famous than mine. But he is still worrying. What about me? What should I do to get prepared for my nasty future? Will be left on the street with no job, no money and no place to go??
