Recovering
It’s raining out side. Darkness surrounds the block. And I am doing my letter here, to share with you my blueness.
I’ve been sick for around 2 months. I know it’s all my fault, you know,just tarrying to go to the doctor’s. But the long lasting illness has practically triggerd my gloom.
He doesn’t know, but every time when he is around, I am uneasy and blushful. I carried this kind of unnaturalness for quite a long time before I decided to tell my heart out. That’s rather a hard decision and I made it on a hard day. That day, one of my best friend told me her adoration for the very guy right before I called him. Damn it! I don’t want to be engaged in this kind of soapie cliche! Let go of the fuchy sacrifice!~
However, I gave up finally. His cell phone would never ring. God knows whether she was doing it purposely or it just a coincidence. But I’ve dicided to quit. The die is cast, only the unresignedness is struggling.
I am hesitating to let the feeling out, but it really burdens a lot on my heart.
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